Sep. 29th, 2008

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Its been a really tough couple of days. There was a bit of drama that is now sorted out during Thursday and Friday.

On Saturday I went to lunch with two persons from the office. We had a very relaxing and pleasant time despite the fact that I had been thinking to blow them off since I was upset about the events of the previous two days. After lunch my brother came to meet us in the Mall and we all limed around until 3.30 pm. My original plan was to stay in the Mall until it was time to go to the Airport but the hordes of people in the Mall changed my mind.  My bro and I went to my apartment where I went to sleep and he went online. At 7.09 pm we left the house, at 7. twenty-somethingish we parked in Piarco and at 7. forty-fiveish we picked up our package.

People I am pleased to announce that MY MUMMY IS HOME!!!!!!!! My dad is home also but MY MUMMY!!!!!! is back. YAAAAAAY!

I feel like a child on Christmas day. She brought me back so many goodies and there is more to come in the form of shipped barrels. *sigh* My mummy loves her big kids.

I only had this weekend with her as I had to go back to work right away. I arrived at my apartmentSunday evening  where we all puttered around, had dinner and then everyone left to go home. As I was walking back to my room what do I see but the little stay cat I called Nero that I've been feeding lying motionless on the ground. Suffice it to say I had a breakdown immediately. People I am a big cat person. I love them to bits. I feed strays, I tear up when I see one that has been killed on the road and for me to see one that I've been babying barely breathing just threw me for a loop. There are no 24 hour pet care centers nearby and I didn't have anywhere to go or anywhere I could carry him. I could only put food and water and hope for the best.

I barely slept and this morning when I looked for him he wasn't lying there anymore. I didn't go searching for  him because I thought that he may have crept away to die and that made me really upset. Work was awful as the fire alarm kept going off and they wouldn't send us home. The building was full of fumes and still we had to stay there and work. It was terrible. As I reached home what did I see but Nero lying in the walkway again. I couldn't let another night pass without doing something. I called a vet clinic that I found in the yellow pages and they agreed to stay open long enough for me to bring him in.

I told him I wasn't going to hurt him and picked him up, put him in a box and carried him to the clinic. He was a bit more active on the way there but it may have been because he was hurting and I started to cry on the way. When I arrived the doctor was really nice especially since I couldn't stop crying. I was a right mess. He examined him, flushed a wound that was swollen and pus-filled and gave him antibiotics. I asked if they could keep him and contact the Humane Society that we have here as it wasn't feasible for me to take him back to the apartment. They agreed and I left still in tears but my heart wasn't hurting as it was when I thought that I may have had to put him down. Nero seemed much more alert after the treatment and Dr. James said that he knew someone who would be willing to adopt him as he's a fairly young cat. I really hope so because it broke my heart to see him hurting.

I am just sorry that I couldn't take him in but I live alone, work whole day and I live in a one bedroom apartment. I couldn't leave him locked in my room for the entire day and I didn't want to leave him to the mercy of the elements outside. I'm still a bit upset but I hope that I helped the situation as I couldn't bear it to come home and see him there in pain again. My head feels swollen as I've been crying for the last couple of hours. I think that I'm going to take an early night as my heart is still really heavy and my eyes won't stop running water...

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How to do the About Me Meme

1) BOLD all the statements that are true about you.
2) Italicize all the statements you wish were true about you.
3) Underline all the statements you wish were not true about you.
4) (Optional) Include an explanation on why it is or isn't true about you.
5) Post this and then tag 10 other people to do it too!



I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on
I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to
I am bisexual … well omni sexual really, I'm open to suggestion.
I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revealing I'm a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes.
I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.
I download songs from the internet.
I hope that I go really prematurely grey
I wish I was more open-minded
People say I'm a chatterbox
I think I'm a friendly person
I'm pretty outgoing
I can look after children well
I fall in and out of love alot
I think I'm a girly girl
I act pretty childish
I'm a princess of sorts
I like to flirt
I need more time to myself
I have taken illegal drugs before
I love hugs more than kisses
I am extremely flexible
I have lived in either three different states or countries
I have more friends on the internet than in real life
I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me
I hate my toes. I have monkey feet
I have terrible teeth
I have a country accent
I love sushi
I need/want money right now
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
I'm paranoid at times
I hate the rain
I have alot of friends
I have alot of wild ideas
If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony
I hate my life
I sleep with stuffed animals or dolls
 I am ambidextrous
I'm an artist or artistic

I wear weird fashions
I have an optimistic personality
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
I like the way that I look
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
I have been in a country outside of the U.S Canada & Mexico

I have at least one sibling.
I have lost money in Las Vegas
I have long hair
I love to read
I don't watch much TV these days
I'm a US citizen, but I was born someplace else
I miss somebody right now
I have fresh breath in the morning

I talk really, really fast
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better
I love having stuff
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder

I believe in faeries
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all
I am a caffeine junkie
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with
I hate arrogant people

I have a tattoo
I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished
I sleep more than 12 hours a day
I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes
Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed

Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'
I don't like to multi-task
I am a twin!
I have a thing for redheads
I'm Irish and loving it
I enjoy burritos
I've performed in three plays
I've gone skinny-dipping
I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human
I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it
I have many talents
I slept with a roommate.
I think prostitution should be legalized
I have a lot of mood swings.
I am usually pessimistic

I enjoy sex
I have a custom-built computer
I'm related to royalty
I would kill someone if they got on my bad side
I love someone with all my heart
I enjoy cosplay
I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up
I love to sing
I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly
I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other
I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years

I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car
I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.
I don't like to chew gum
 I want to go to Japan
I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing
I do not 'get' most comedy acts
I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won
Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed
I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time
I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird
I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document
Even though I live on my own/married/etc.. I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother
I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others
Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig than use my own hair
I always carry something significant around with me purse, cellphone, wallet, money, ID card, etc
I obsessively wash my hands

I dislike milk
I really love thunderstorms
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
I have broken someone's bones
I have been in a relationship with someone of the same sex
I have a lot of friends
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
I have a hidden talent.
I think tattoos on women take away from their natural beauty
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions
I wear a toe ring
I like wearing mini skirts
I talk in my sleep I have been told I do!
I can pick up things with my toes
I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays
I usually like covers better than originals
I adore bright colours.
I fall for the worst people
I have been hurt by people that I loved
I tend to make enemies easier then I make friends

 I have thrown up from crying too much
I am a pyro
I am adopted
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
I curse sometimes
I believe honesty is usually the best policy
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
I've watched porn movies
I've tried marijuana
I love to play video games
I wear glasses or contact lenses
I own lots of books
I went to college out of state
I enjoy/participate in period reinactment
I hate office jobs
I can play a musical instrument
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream
I plan on performing on stage in the coming year
I like to play the secret game where the secret gets passed around and is all messed up at the end.
I like to talk
I've broken a bone
I have pecked someone of the same sex

I regularly drink alcoholic beverages
I like for everyone I associate with to like me.
I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons
I've watched someone die I was close to.
Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then
Nobody has ever said I'm normal
I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else
I smoke
I want to own my own business
I have travelled on more than one continent

I'm a HUGE drama-queen
I'm a judgmental person
I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment
I weigh myself, use the bathroom, and then weigh myself again afterwards

I have at least one obsession at any given time
I can't stand being alone
I love my family
I'm obsessed with my Livejournal
I love to shop and/or window shop
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I believe in ghosts and the paranormal
I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help
I have played strip poker with someone else before
I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds
I have done alot of naughty sexual stuff.
I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me
I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers
I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired
I am compulsively honest
I have recorded my own CD

I love kids
I currently like/love someone.
I've rejected someone before
I'm an animal rights activist
I have seizure regularly
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
I have NEVER broken a bone in my life
I have a mobile phone
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup
I love sea turtles
I have jumped off a bridge
I walk barefoot wherever I can
I have more than just my one ear pierced
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I love my job
I can work on a car
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met
I study for tests most of the time
I go for older guys/girls, not younger
I enjoy sewing
I am punk rockish
I am a Republican
I am a Democrat
I don't even know what I am
I'm obsessed with guys
I am happy at this moment
I have dated a close friend's ex
I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy And you get to dress up!
I have used my sexuality to advance my career
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist
I would die for my best friends
I enjoy some country music
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Livejournal
I own the "South Park" movie
I have at least 5 away messages saved
I have tried alcohol and drugs together before
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
I am shy around the opposite sex
I have a lot to learn

I'm not allergic to anything
I've called the cops on a friend before
I want to have children in the future.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
I want to be a kindergarten teacher
I have changed a diaper before

I have tried to commit suicide
I don't need to study for tests to ace them
I have hit someone with a dead fish
The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver
I own a collection of retro games consoles
I like most animals better than most people
There have been times when I have wondered Why was I born and may/may not have cried over it
I once spent Christmas completely alone
I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
I have spent the night in a train station or other public place
I have no piercings
I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do
I like reading fact more than fiction
I would rather read than watch TV
I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be
I can speak more than one language
I am a Libertarian
I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am

I sometimes wish my father would just disappear
Music helps me remember that I am not alone
I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note
I say random things to freak people out
I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso at Starbucks
I can only hate someone that I once loved.
I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.
I think this survey is particularly long.
Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems
I love playing Truth or Dare
I love listening to slow music

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