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You know it never ceases to amaze me that there are just horrible people in this world who have nothing better to do with their time than try to make life difficult for the otheres around them. Monday was a bad day in the office and after compliling a database of 1360  letters to send out, to find out that the entire thing has been corrupted was the last straw of an already trying day so I had a bit aof a melt down after which I was fine of course.....then Tuesday at noon my boss calls me into the office and says that she heard reports that I had an ""outburst" in the office and she is concerned......WTF??? First off there was no outburst to that effect at least not as how I saw it, I can get loud when I'm upset but the way she described it it was as though I was on the ground rolling around,foaming at the mouth. The thing is I know exactly who exaggerated that point to her and frankly now I'm pissed off. There are favourites in the office who make no bones about the fact that they will backstab you to get ahead and frankly I don't see the point of all of these ridiculous machinations but to actually make it so my boss had to pull me aside and speak to me on a matter that had nothing to do with her for almost half an hour of my lunch time really takes the cake.

Suffice it to say that I will be watching my back like a hawk and I refuse to have anything to do with these three persons anymore. I will be leaving at the end of September that much is certain so I only have to hold out that long, I can't believe that they would take it to such an extreme so as to get me in such trouble. Of course you know the boss's mind is set on the fact that I am unstable......which of course is untrue but alas such is my lot but I will get my own back mark my words. I refuse to let peons ruin my life in the office.
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Okay, you see that up there, that's a true story and frankly I'm a bit at odds with how I'm supposed to react. Outrage is up there as is disbelief, but we as a people can get a bit out of hand and yet the fact that she is 14 is really getting to me. You see I've seen that video and she was being dragged around, pelted left and right like a rag doll in a dogs mouth and dread at one point it looked as though she was injured. She had no control and after the "dance" misterman Akon left her on the stage and then proceeded to double team her with another of his entourage. Dread......it really was unpleasant to watch. 

Now the question is what she was doing there in the first place as she was underage but we all know age does not stop anyone if they are determined to go somewhere. So she dressed up and got on stage under the impression that if she won the contest she'd win a trip to Africa, now there is where her age comes in, in no day and age should you believe that an impromptu wining contest will give you a chance to go to Africa...I mean really, how dense.

Another thing is that so-called dance routine just looked like simulated sex and nothing else, it was for shock value and if you value yourself as a person then you shouldn't debase yourself like that at all, so that pissed me off. 

Of course misterman has left the country by now and so it remains only for the girl to receive the fall-out and flack from everyone. Blame is ranging from poor parent management to lewd displays by artistes who should be banned. I mean really the blame falls on both parties but while misterman can leave the girl has to ride the train of shock left in his wake. At 14 she is marked till she leaves Secondary School, she'll forever be that girl who got humped on by Akon at Zen.

Mind you this will be old news soon except for rehashments at BBQs, River Limes and all such events. But then again if it continues to escalate then we may  see legislation which is only conveniently upheld and that is the real tragedy.

So what's the end point of all of this? That's exactly it.... what is the point of all of this rant is bascially the fact that something happened....there is outrage now....but in a matter of days it will blow over in favour of something new and the only people who will remember it will be those who will tease her at school. 

Just like that Sir Elton John thing where his coming might make Tobagonians  *gasp* GAY!  <--- Such Bull Shit...I mean really.

Some people really aren't all there in the brains department. You cannot just become gay, you either are or you aren't or you experienced significant trauma to cause you to change to the preference that you deem safe. 

But that is an entirely different rant.

*steps off soap-box*

 

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I've been having a really rough and tough week at work, my contract ended a week ago and I've been in limbo since. I have a high rent to pay and not knowing one's job status can really take a toll on the self. Add that to the fact that things at my previous apartment went to hell, [profile] laurapetribeing in the hospital and  just everyday stress...well you can see why I have not been at my best.. To top it all off my Boss who knows nothing about these things since I try really hard not to bring my problems to work decides to tell me that I haven't been productive... well I could have blown up about it butyfrankly I chose to say nothing despite the fact that she conveniently forgot that she had me working on other things and the fact that I'm carrying the work of three people since one was elsewhere and the other was on vacation. So I  haven't been productive....it really pisses me off when she says these things since I am one of the first persons they ask to come out on weekends to work and I come and stay long hours. I also stay back to complete work even when we don't get paid overtime. She conveniently forgets all of this and then tells you that you are not productive.

Now I can be unproductive, I mean I can damn well come to work and do nothing but I will take the higher ground and shut my mouth and go with the flow, but dread, these little comments does get me damn vex and frankly when this contact is up, since they finally renewed it, I'm gone......I DO NOT need this shit in my life.

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Spam post the third.

I've gotten numerous HVD emails in my office inbox, why d opeople perpetuate this nonsense.

......

*hating**

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Spam post the second.

I'm wearing all black today. Someone just came in the office in red.........

BAH HUMBUG!!!
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Spam Post. Just an excuse to use all my down with valentines icons

Well here it is again, this hated of most hated days. For those of you with, keep it to yourselves, for those of you without, I join you in the solidarity of hate.

Bah Humbug!
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Ladies and gents if it is one thing I cannot stand its a man who palms off his mistakes on someone else. The same person I have been ranting about for the last three odd months has done it again, Yes he has single handedly raised my blood pressure to boiling levels. I told him to double check the files, he assured me he did now two weeks after the files have been deposited, someone in the file room comes to aske me why we are WASTING RESOURCES. WTF???? So I remind them that I already told him to double check and lo and behold someone else comes to ask me why the there are double files.

AARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

 I am so sick and tired of tryng to clean up shit.

Sometimes I swear that I am working in a circus in the elephant stables, 'cause I certainly shovel enormous amounts of steaming mounds of excrement everyday. 

Sometimes I wonder what's this life for.....
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I woke up this morning with a case of the dumps, I couldn't put my finger on it but  I think that it may be because I had to turn down a trip to Margarita this upcoming weekend. Its a long weekend for us since we a have a holiday on the monday and I gave up the trip 'cause I have my japanese class and also 'cause I really was not too enthused about sharing my living space with 3 persons. We had to double up on roomspace in order to cut costs but dread even with that it was costing a pretty penny. Soooo no vacation for me even though I could rreally really really use it. I just have so much on my plate at the moment, what with classes, a new supervisor, new books to read and work on the whole. Its really taking over my life.

I haven't kept up with fandom, I'm tired all the time, my health is suffering, I'm pretty much miserable except for a few moments of glee when my flist updates.

I may have to make some serious changes in my life when my contract ends. I'd like it to be renewed but at the same time I need some downtime. If I could  take a month's leave that would be swell. The only light in my life at the moment is the fact that my boss will be out for two months starting October 1st and that is a bit of downtime for me. I hope anyway. 

I just....really could use some time 'cause its one thing after the other constantly and its been that way since August. 

I feel as though I'm burning out like a candle that has reached the end of its wick, and the more I think about it the more depressed I get.

Ah boy, STRESS.

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