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Edit --> Because I was such a spazz...

One of my great friends

is in the hospital.....I found out 5 am this morning when she texted me. Her phone went off after that and I've been a wreck since. My eyes are swollen and red, my head hurts and I feel very tired.

I went to see her, she's tired, weak and in pain...they're supposed to give her something to deal with that tonight. I hope they do and that it works.

I feel really helpless.....
and I've cried so much my head feels like a balloon.

I love her, you know, and its not easy seeing someone you love in pain.

I want her to get well......
I need her to get well......

I thought I could handle life alone, but when you let someone in and they become an intrinsic part of you, the thought that they may leave you becomes devastating.

She's the one in the hospital but I'm the emotional wreck.

I dont know what to do