Dread...why me.

Why is it that just when you think things are settling down stuff blows up in your face? I mean dread I just got paid, came back from a work related trip that lasted one day and one night and had a nice weekend at home. I come back to work, finally visit the new office building that we are supposed to move into within two weeks and today everything just goes to shit.

Seriously not even the promise of new anime is making me feel better. 

Sometimes I really wonder why I bother to roll out of bed in the morning since I really don't see the point. What is all of this really for? I mean I work, get paid crap, don't really enjoy my money since it seems to run out so fast, and am  ever stressed.

I gained weight, weight that I lost so that depressed me. 

I'm forever single...have been since I was born.

And frankly the lists of things that I hate/annoy me/make me miserable grows exponentionally.

I'd be better off if a bus hit me on my way home and I died.

Seriously.