romyra | I'm feeling down (Reply)

I woke up this morning with a case of the dumps, I couldn't put my finger on it but I think that it may be because I had to turn down a trip to Margarita this upcoming weekend. Its a long weekend for us since we a have a holiday on the monday and I gave up the trip 'cause I have my japanese class and also 'cause I really was not too enthused about sharing my living space with 3 persons. We had to double up on roomspace in order to cut costs but dread even with that it was costing a pretty penny. Soooo no vacation for me even though I could rreally really really use it. I just have so much on my plate at the moment, what with classes, a new supervisor, new books to read and work on the whole. Its really taking over my life.

I haven't kept up with fandom, I'm tired all the time, my health is suffering, I'm pretty much miserable except for a few moments of glee when my flist updates.

I may have to make some serious changes in my life when my contract ends. I'd like it to be renewed but at the same time I need some downtime. If I could take a month's leave that would be swell. The only light in my life at the moment is the fact that my boss will be out for two months starting October 1st and that is a bit of downtime for me. I hope anyway.

I just....really could use some time 'cause its one thing after the other constantly and its been that way since August.

I feel as though I'm burning out like a candle that has reached the end of its wick, and the more I think about it the more depressed I get.

Ah boy, STRESS.