Work Musings

[romyra]

I'm not being uplifted by the work I do and it has me down in the dumps a bit. Things in academia are drawing to a close but things at work aren't progressing at all. The song "Outside" by Staind  really captures that feeling aside of course from the lament of lost love. I really feel as though I am on the outside looking in I mean I get to work, am pleasant to everyone, wish them a good morning and over the course of the day I just feel more and more isolated especially when I move around between offices and note the camaderie among the different employees. Is it just me, am I reading too much into it? I dunno but dread I don't like feeling this way. The last time I felt this bad I moved apartments, I just may have to change jobs. I don't want to get that close to cutting myself off from everything again as I did over the whole horrid roommate mess.

Maybe I'm depressed but still I just hate feeling non-productive and apart from everyone else. Trust me when I say that when feel this way nothing ever gets done.  I just wish I could be less sensitive sometimes