Attempts to cheer up = Moderate Success
Jul. 8th, 2007 04:23 pmOkay, so I had a horrible week for July 1st to 7th, partly my fault since I keep putting myself out there and getting burned but also the fault of those who failed to rise to the challenge of meeting my expectations. But that will change this week since I have determined just to focus on work and forget the people in the office beyond normal office conversations. Which is another way of saying that I intend to isolate myself more than I already do but hey...a friend suggested that removing oneself from what triggers bouts of depression is a step in self-healing so yeah I'm gonna follow that bit and just work quietly in my corner till August and then just leave.
Moderate cheer up since
laurapetri ,
wicked_liz and I, managed to finally go to the new Japanese restaurant that opened in Trincity Mall by the name of Benihana. We had drinks, sake blends, great conversation, lots of laughter and nice food. Sadly though
wicked_liz came to the realization that she dislikes Sushi. She had a platter of Salmon, Yellowtail something and Shrimp but she couldn't eat it, which was disappointing since she had been looking forward to it...oh well. But we will try again in Laughing Buddha okay Lis? So you still stand a good chance of getting good sushi.
I got a late invite to go to a Pride Party saturday night and though I wasn't really up for it I accepted, got dressed and went. Now the party itself was great, the music was well chosen and boosted my mood, the bar was stocked and the people seemed to be having a good time.....but around 3 am I got depressed all over again...why? 'cause as happens every year....I go alone, stay alone and leave alone......I generally feel like a loser and hence the depression.
On a plus note the eye candy was everywhere.......male, female, transgendered all were represented and it was great.
Reached home about 3.45 am, washed off makeup, went to bed. Got up at 6.31 am to take off PC and went back to bed. Got up at 11:30 am, washed hair, had lunch and am currently online for the forseeable next coupla hours.
Have to go to work tomorrow though *is sad*....but a girl has gotta make the money you know....
Moderate cheer up since
I got a late invite to go to a Pride Party saturday night and though I wasn't really up for it I accepted, got dressed and went. Now the party itself was great, the music was well chosen and boosted my mood, the bar was stocked and the people seemed to be having a good time.....but around 3 am I got depressed all over again...why? 'cause as happens every year....I go alone, stay alone and leave alone......I generally feel like a loser and hence the depression.
On a plus note the eye candy was everywhere.......male, female, transgendered all were represented and it was great.
Reached home about 3.45 am, washed off makeup, went to bed. Got up at 6.31 am to take off PC and went back to bed. Got up at 11:30 am, washed hair, had lunch and am currently online for the forseeable next coupla hours.
Have to go to work tomorrow though *is sad*....but a girl has gotta make the money you know....
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Date: 2007-07-10 04:19 pm (UTC)Laughing Bhudda's chefs are NOT Japanese I'm afraid. Not even the Japanese that live here go there. They go to the Chinese Resturant Eagles instead.
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Date: 2007-07-10 07:28 pm (UTC)