Life or something like it.

[romyra]

In the interest of trying to move away from the humdrum that was my life in 2007, I have done a few drastic things. I cut all my hair off and lost a bit of weight. Its amazing what a little weight loss will do for your self esteem and general outlook. Not to mention of course what a change a haircut makes. In RL I had long black curly hair that was just above my butt, it tended to get lanky when I went too long without a haircut and started to thin out. It did look really nice when it was left open though. For the new year and my birthday, I decided to cut it shorter and lighten it. I went by Jowelle...a very professional salon owner who caused a bit of a scandal in my country as she is a male to female transsexual who has had the complete surgery as rumor suggests. But no matter, the fact is that she is absolutely gorgeous and  very skilled.  When she was through with me I looked completely different and  I felt beautiful. I don't feel that way often even though people like to say that I'm pretty. Most of the time I feel pretty ugly and fat, so to actually see a difference and a different me has gone a long way in starting off the new year on a happier note.

Still  have no contract  at work though, so I will not be paid this month which is going to suck, but they are working on it so I have that assurance at least.

I hope to find a companion this year, I'm even  thinking of joining some of  those online dating sites and seeing what happens.....one thing though do they cater for as I've learned we're really called from olympia_m ambisexual persons???

Anyone have any experience in these things???? Suggestions are welcome.
Loneliness was a big factor in my depressive state last year, I don't want to feel so down again.

Have a good one guys!

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[wicked-liz.livejournal.com]

I actually had to look "ambisexual" up, 'cause it was the first time I've seen it used. (oh noes! Sex & The City has failed me!!) XD

It means the same thing as "bisexual" so why the bother?

Anyway I'll ask around. I don't have personal experience with "blind dating" but I know people who have. While I'm happy to be "whatever-sexual" I don't really feel the urge to "merge" (grins) as it were. My lesbian pal invited me to a club with her g/f for the lulz and fun, so if you're interested we can check it out.

I'm glad you're in good spirits! Yay for feeling pretty!

[romyra]

lol....I'm always up for clubbing! Techno here I come....Yeah I feel pretty... go me! The new hair still has my love but the setting of curlers is hard on my back.

*Grins*....yeah about that merge thing....hmmmmm....I'm getting old and frankly the way things are going...the world going to hell and all that....I'd like to get it done before I hit the big Three O. Everyone should have the opportunity to use the theories behind it all sometime damnit and with the amount I know/have read... I should have a P.HD.