Weird Dreams

[romyra]

Sometimes you have to wonder at your subconscious, is it that its projecting what you really want or what your inner most wish is? I dreamt last night that the ex-roomy and myself happened to meet somewhere open, it seemed to be a park or mall or something. She sat down and we had a normal conversation along the lines of the new roommate wanting to stay therefore I couldn't return to the apartment and I couldn't help but marvel at this person who made me give up a place that had been mine for 6 years saying that I couldn't return. I DON'T WANT TOO!!!! It did seem as though she missed me but then again it always seemed that way until I realised that she was just using me for whatever she could get. 

The younger sister had it better, when she came on the scene I was under a table doing something and she admonished the older sister saying that from my posture, I didn't want to hear what she had to say and I think that that was pretty accurate. 

I always felt at odds with the younger sister as she always felt the world was wronging her and that she could do no wrong but frankly they both used to piss me off. I'm even more glad to know that I am out from their clutches, I do wish things could have been different but I was tired of trying so very hard and getting nothing in return. I do wonder what's going on over there but then the moment passes and I'm glad to be by myself. 

Now if I could just write my research paper and graduate all would be right with my world.